boys fall for me because i trip them with my laptop charger
Running two blogs is a bitch.
At least it is with two jobs. @_@
I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting this one.
Hmm. I went to the doctor today. All signs (symptoms) point to fibromyalgia. Waiting for blood work to see what it has to say, and probably go to a neurologist. I’m now on a mood stabilizer again. The doctor said that getting my disorder a little under control could and probably will help with my pain. Which I’ve heard before.
But honestly, the pain accompanies stress.
This means yoga. I have to sign up for classes. I can’t work on stabilization without doing the spiritual aspect in full. I just can’t stop the shaking sometimes. I can’t handle my anxiety. I just need the mania to balance itself back out.
I don’t really know how I feel about it. But whatever.
I’ve done this before.
I can stop whenever, and I’m fully aware of myself as an adult.
I just have no intention of fucking with this if I start to change.
I caged my wolf. I don’t need someone to unleash her while trying to fix me. No one will survive that.